Thank You

I have to thank you for all that you are, I could never imagine that from the moment on I am yours and you are mine respecting me as I am

for all that you are not, you have been honest and you never spare any moment patronizing yourself to make me fall for you..

for sharing what you could of yourself with me, you have the efforts just to be with me, you entrusted time to make more memories in a single moment

for showing me what true love is, such feeling which is unexplainable and that make me speechless wanting to be around your arms every moment of my life

for allowing me to care for you, seeing you every seconds realizing your safe, giving my comforts, embraces and a helping hand

for helping me to find my smile again, you wake me up and showing the world how beautiful it is to live again

for being there, bringing out the best in me and reminding me God is always there and as a center of our relationship

for showing me that I am stronger then I thought, you up lift my life and confidence that I could do things that I thought I could never do

for making me want to be alive, you help me see brighter things and inspiring me that their are so many reasons to live in the future together with you

for helping learn to feel my pain without allowing it to kill me even when I wish it would, you always remind me to keep holding on and never give up on trials but find ways and solutions to make life easier and always be on a subtle mind

for showing me that not all men are the horrible selfish beasts I imagined they were, you made me realize that there was you a man for me and all my thinkings about men and love is the other way around for you enter my life lovingly

for being honest, you had everything spoken about your past and was not afraid I would hear it, you have been brave for me to show how true you are and never been ashame

for allowing yourself to be vulnerable to me, gentleman as you are and ought to be, doing things and sacrifices just to be with me

for trusting me so much, a wonderful feeling, a very respectful caress that a woman could ever feel

for allowing me to see into the hazy window of your soul, you relay every event of your life making me feel I belong and welcome to you and your family

for letting me begin to love you and always will love you unconditionally.

Finally I could say now I love myself because you teach me how, taking good care of myself is the best gift I could offer to you, I'm so lucky I have you in my life, there maybe problems ahead of us but you never fail to tell me we could do it, I may forgot to tell you everyday how much I thank you but deep in my heart it always shouts your name thanking you for all things and simple ways you have done, you may not realize it really means a lot, you may not hear it everyday and coming from my mouth but God knows how much I am thankful, for you have bring light into my dark room, laughter into my silent hours and butterflies into my dormant dreams.

I thank you and I love you

Life Series

I’ve been drowned into work. Piece by piece and every single moment my mind needs to work imaginatively and bound to be logically inclined. Pondering my thoughts amidst the tiresome body and longingness of someone I deeply love.

Life for me is a series of repeatedness everyday. I hear no stories behind my back, I see no people whenever I’m infront of my laptop. But one thing for sure is I read many ideas that captures my eyes and gradually stalking for the rest of the day.
I miss my computer in the office I left this year. Sad to say I can’t bring it home when my last day was. My office computer was my bestfriend throughout my stay. It sees me smiling, laughing, crying, angry and hurt. I just realize it has witness all my life series of events. It may not laughed with me or wiped away my tears but one thing for sure there it was letting me search my entire life what will be me. Today my laptop garners all morning ’till evening.

Life is a series of meaningful events. But I have regretted so many. Soon as I remember, my tears are on my eyes. But recalling those was thankfullness of life for it was my destiny of what will be me in the end. I would proudly say “if you don’t cry then your eyes aren’t beautiful”. Still sometimes I felt dehumanized with the thought of wrongness about myself but I was thankful God never leaves me. I felt his forgiveness bringing me a savior ..an angel in this human world. I never realize that too early beforehand it was just there waiting for a chance..waiting for the right time. I can no longer correct my past but I could fix it in my present and future.

Lastly, life is not how many friends you have but how many remained true. Having many friend is not a merit in heaven nor to God himself. What matters most is your action, attitude, character and the true you. Life may not be perfect for me now but surely life is a matter of choices to reach out the happiness and contentment we have and to leave behind all hates.

by verna, Sept. 22, 2010

Sweet Comeback

You drown me into fear not wanting you to leave me but you have to. Longing for your sweet comeback. Wondering around to find happiness when you are not here by my side. Setting my mind free and wondering around the city but no matter how I rationalize it still I remember the days we have. Seeing every places we went through reminds me how I am longing to embrace the times we have together.

Time is so slow. I feel like following every tunnels leading nowhere and anywhere just to know how you where doing. Days are so slow like creeping every trail of birds and trap on bird houses up on a tree with no ladders nor ropes to get into you but waiting until time comes you’ll be back and saving me from a fall.

Like bird houses as I mention, all my dreams are kept in it that no one has to move it or destroy it from above. It’s like castle of dreams where in you are present and building those dreams together makes me alive and inspire to wait and be stronger than ever ’til you arrived. Still longing for you sweet comeback……

Trust???!!!

I have come to a point where I have to search for a new status for my facebook. What would a topic be? will I right my own words,but it would be so obvious, so I have compiled some quotes that speaks about TRUST!

They say "Trust men and they will be true to you; treat them greatly and they will show themselves great." but within my experience and stays I can't see a thing that this statement is such true. Maybe it is possible on people which are ideally open minded people.

I like the idea in this way Never trust the advice of a man in difficulties. Trust is a thing you do without words. Insecurity twists meanings and poisons trust. Peace and trust take years to build and seconds to shatter. Very true thing to put in mind especially nowadays has been too much tremendous if I have to trust them again or not.

My Better Half

I learned to established life to the fullest..to discipline myself at it's best...

I have truly found my better half. We grow up in one place but now working a thousands of miles away.

Big physical absence yet emotional closeness is build up. A relationship like this? I can truly say I am extremely devoted!

I miss all those things with his presence..the consummation of our efforts to spent time together...building our own memories just the two of us..

Communication channel was not that good and no matter how I try to rationalize it, I still miss you. Longing to be with you, our energy, our breaths, our visions and our heartbeats to be as one again.

You have touch my soul to its deepest ground. Loving you and being love by you is an eccentric feeling.

Long Distance Love

I am feeling low but I have to go on and be strong. I keep holding on the promises we have..the love we found and build..the trust we bestowed in each other's heart as one.

Wishing we could be in each others arms again wholeheartedly. But I knew I have to wait a little longer for my wishes to come true. I promise to wait and I will. More each day when his not around I miss him badly.

I knew I would feel exhausted if he leaves and work million miles away and it did happened. I'm trying my best to be strong, wait and believe in our true love.

Our long distance love is really a test for us...we are half way round the world and communication is not constant...We settle things down and talk intimately before he leaves and I hope our plans would still pursue when he returns home...

I love him always...and whenever there comes a time I am in doubt for I find it hard we can't talk everyday unlike before, I just have to recall the days we were together, our promises and devotions..as he says we have already like a covenant. I stick to all things he says and I say are true and will do for our relationship. Our relationship must be the best and be envied by many. As what I have compose - We prove them wrong! But never mind the compliments of others, what's on my mind now is how to conquer the sadness and loneliness I have.

I envy those lovers who were together always. I really realized more that I do love him so much and seeing him in my future would be the best thing in world for me. My search is over and my heart is sealed for him. We may not see and talk often but my hopes and dreams are with him.

I entrust him to our Lord God for his health and safety. I knew God would help us in our midst of trials and production of our careers. God Bless us always and I love him dearly.

I miss Writing!

I miss writing on my blog. I hope this is not being monitored anymore. It has been years!

As I remember this blog was made as my past time in the office if I'm free of any task...a personal blog which never intend to be any conflict thereof as others claim to be. It's like a bird drop out of the sky with no apparent clear understanding reason why it garnered a lot of intrigues and controversies.

Writing or sharing thoughts to my readers is not a piss off to my working hours as I believe so. It's like a 1 snap that suddenly runs on my mind that I want to write quickly to get posted. I think it wasn't a waste of time posting on blogs especially you knew it delights yourself. Posting on your blog is like a tiniest thing that one has accomplished. That's why there are fast growing numbers of bloggers.

Scrolling around in this blog and reading what I have been writing personally was I can't believe I have constructed those sentences, making it into paragraphs and posting it here. This makes me feel and urge to write again.

Stargazing

May 16, 2010
As the Sun sets this evening, a beautiful drama plays out in the western sky: the Moon and the planet Venus brightening into view through the twilight. Venus is the "evening star," to the lower right of the crescent Moon. They form the most striking duo in the night sky.

May 17, 2010
Corona Borealis, the northern crown, soars high across the sky tonight. It is fairly low in the northeast at sunset, but stands high overhead around midnight. Although its individual stars are modest, combined they form a striking semicircle, like a crown.

May 18, 2010
Plenty of bright stars twinkle across the sky tonight. As it gets dark, for example, Vega is climbing into view in the northeast, with yellow-orange Arcturus high in the east-southeast, and the twins of Gemini to the right of the Moon.

May 19, 2010
The planet Mars is in good view tonight. It stands above the Moon as night falls this evening, and follows the Moon down the sky. Mars looks like a bright orange star.

May 20, 2010
The first-quarter Moon forms a wide, skinny triangle with two bright companions tonight. Regulus, the brightest star of Leo, the lion, is to the upper right of the Moon, with the orange planet Mars farther to the Moon's right. They are high in the sky at nightfall and set by around 2 a.m.

May 21, 2010
Scorpius, the scorpion, is entering prime evening viewing time. Its brightest star, Antares, rises about an hour after sunset, with the scorpion's "stinger" following about an hour later. Look for bright orange Antares low in the southeast around 10 p.m.

May 22, 2010
The planet Saturn appears near the Moon tonight. They are high in the south at sunset, with Saturn above the Moon. It looks like a bright golden star.

for more info go to http://stardate.org/nightsky/weekly.php

Opening of Burj Dubai

Burj Dubai, the building officially opened on 4 January 2010
Timeline:
* January 2004: Excavation commences.
* February 2004: Piling starts.
* 21 September 2004: Emaar contractors (Samsung-Besix-Arabtec JV) awarded construction.
* March 2005: Structure of Burj Dubai starts rising.
* June 2006: Level 50 is reached.
* February 2007: Surpasses the Sears Tower as the building with the most floors.
* 13 May 2007: Sets record for vertical concrete pumping on any building at 452 m (1,483 ft), surpassing the 449.2 m (1,474 ft) to which concrete was pumped during the construction of Taipei 101, while Burj dubai reached 130 floor.
* 21 July 2007: Surpasses Taipei 101, whose height of 509.2 m (1,671 ft) made it the world’s tallest building, and level 141 reached.
* 12 August 2007: Surpasses the Sears Tower antenna, which stands 527.3 m (1,730 ft).
* 12 September 2007: At 555.3 m (1,822 ft), becomes the world's tallest freestanding structure, surpassing the CN Tower in Toronto, and level 150 reached.
* 7 April 2008: At 629 m (2,064 ft), surpasses the KVLY-TV Mast to become the tallest man-made structure, level 160 reached.
* 17 June 2008: Emaar announces that Burj Dubai's height is over 636 m (2,087 ft) and that its final height will not be given until it is completed in September 2009.
* 1 September 2008: Height tops 688 m (2,257 ft), making it the tallest man-made structure ever built, surpassing the previous record-holder, the Warsaw Radio Mast in Konstantynów, Poland.
* 17 January 2009: Topped out at 818 m (2,684 ft).
* 1 October 2009: Emaar announces that the exterior of the building is completed.
* 4 January 2010: Burj Dubai's official launch ceremony is held and Burj Dubai is opened.


Current records

* Tallest skyscraper to top of spire: 818 m (2,684 ft) (previously Taipei 101 - 509.2 m (1,671 ft))
* Tallest structure ever built: 818 m (2,684 ft) (previously Warsaw radio mast – 646.38 m (2,121 ft))
* Tallest structure: 818 m (2,684 ft) (previously KVLY-TV mast – 628.8 m (2,063 ft))
* Tallest freestanding structure: 818 m (2,684 ft) (previously CN Tower – 553.3 m (1,815 ft))
* Building with most floors: 160 (previously both 1 & 2 World Trade Center – 110)
* World's highest elevator installation
* Worlds fastest elevators at speed of 64 km/h (40 mph) or 18 m/s (59 ft/s)(previously Taipei 101 – 16.83 m/s)
* Highest vertical concrete pumping (for a building): 605 m (1,985 ft) (previously Taipei 101 – 449.2 m (1,474 ft))
* Highest vertical concrete pumping (for any construction): 605 m (1,985 ft)
* The first world's tallest structure in history to include residential space
* Highest outdoor observation deck in the world
* Elevator with the longest travel distance in the world
* Tallest service elevator in the world
* World's highest installation of an aluminium and glass façade, at a height of 512 m (1,680 ft)

Heavenly Forest

Tada, Kimi wo Aishiteru (Heavenly Forest)

The story is about a photographer called Makoto (Tamaki Hiroshi), who travels to New York during Christmas to look for his best friend, Shizuru (Miyazaki Aoi). The two first met when Makoto attended his university entrance ceremony. Due to his inferiority complex, Makoto tends to shy away from other people but Shizuru managed to make him open up to her. Because of their friendship, Shizuru also ended up taking an interest in photography and the two often went to a forest to take pictures. Shizuru wants nothing else but to be by Makoto's side so when he started liking another girl called Miyuki (Kuroki Meisa), Shizuru decided that she too will like Miyuki and becomes her friend. One day, Makoto asked Shizuru what present she'd like to receive for her birthday. Shizuru, who wanted to enter a photography competition, had an idea to take a picture of the two of them kissing in a forest. Makoto agreed to do this and the two kissed for the very first time. Ever since that day, however, Shizuru disappears from Makoto's life.

All grown up Shizuru

Supernatural Star - Jensen Ackles

Jensen Ackles, supernatural star known as Dean Winchester is now indeed engage with longtime girlfriend Danneel Harris.

Star ng Pasko, ABS-CBN Christmas Station ID

Steve Martin and Alec Baldwin Take Over Oscars Hosting

As announce the 2 chosen one will be hosting the Oscars or the 82^nd Annual Academy Awards this coming March 2010. These are no other than veteran funnyman Steve Martin and actor Alec Baldwin.

Hugh Jackman refuses to take the role again as the host of the Oscars. Why is this so? he says that he doesn't want to host 2 straight in a row. The producers of the show finds someone that can be like Hugh Jackman who has full of awesomeness throughout the evening. And so they had decide to have a 2 host.

Taylor and Taylor Hit the Town

Taylor Lautner and Taylor Swift are on the fast track from being "just friends" to a little bit more. The 2 Taylors stepped out together for the first time officially last night, hitting up the Los Angeles Kings game.

Earhart's Final Resting Place Believed Found in Nikumaroro island

Legendary aviatrix Amelia Earhart mostly likely died on an uninhabited tropical island in the southwestern Pacific republic of Kiribati, according to researchers at The International Group for Historic Aircraft Recovery (TIGHAR)

Tall, slender, blonde and brave, Earhart disappeared while flying over the Pacific Ocean on July 2, 1937 in a record attempt to fly around the world at the equator. Her final resting place has long been a mystery.

For years, Richard Gillespie, TIGHAR's executive director and author of the book "Finding Amelia," and his crew have been searching the Nikumaroro island for evidence of Earhart. A tiny coral atoll, Nikumaroro was some 300 miles southeast of Earhart's target destination, Howland Island.

A number of artifacts recovered by TIGHAR would suggest that Earhart and her navigator, Fred Noonan, made a forced landing on the island's smooth, flat coral reef.

According to Gillespie, who is set to embark on a new $500,000 Nikumaroro expedition next summer, the two became castaways and eventually died there.

"We know that in 1940 British Colonial Service officer Gerald Gallagher recovered a partial skeleton of a castaway on Nikumaroro. Unfortunately, those bones have now been lost," Gillespie said.

The archival record by Gallagher suggests that the bones were found in a remote area of the island, in a place that was unlikely to have been seen during an aerial search.

Read more on Discovery channel

Fabulous Girl Cymphonique

12 year-old Cymphonique Miller is a triple threat: she can sing, dance, and act. In addition, she is an Honor roll student! Although she is the daughter of rapper/entrepreneur Master P a.k.a Percy Miller, Cymphonique prefers “to make a name for herself.” From Los Angeles, Cymphonique has earned the title “Lil Miss Swaggar”. She is now being compared to Beyonce, Rihanna, Keri Hilson, and Miley Cyrus. Cymphonique is thrilled to be providing the voice for “Gretchen” on Disney Channel’s animated series Phineas and Ferb. Her next album titled, “Fabulous Girl”

New New Moon Poster

Hello Fans of Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Taylor Lautner, Wolves, Vampires and most of all the ROBSTEN fanatics..

Here is the new New Moon Poster....

Typhoon Ondoy hits Manila Philippines

Watch on CNN about Typhoon Ondoy hitting Metro Manila and some nearby areas causing Filipinos homeless and losing their love ones. Death toll and missing persons are arises. Many are on their roof tops and waiting to be rescued. This has been the big tragedy after 42 years.



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Avril Lavigne and Deryck Whibley Go Separate Ways

The punky pop star Avril Lavigne and Sum 41 frontman Deryck Whibley.
The couple have been friends when Avril was 17, started dating on 19 and she married Whibley when she was 21. To sum that up they have been together for more than 6 years. They tied a knot last July 15, 2006 at the private estate in Montecito, California.

Now Lavigne just announce they are going on separate lives.

Avril's Statement:

"Deryck and I have been together for 6 and a half years,"

"We have been friends since I was 17, started dating when I was 19, and married when I was 21. I am grateful for our time together, and I am grateful and blessed for our remaining friendship."

"I admire Deryck and have a great amount of respect for him. He is the most amazing person I know and I love him with all my heart. Deryck and I are separating and moving forward on a positive note. Thank you to all my family, friends and fans for all your support."

Read more Avril Lavigne and Deryck Whibley Go Seperate Ways

Kanya West Disses Taylor Swift at the 2009 MTV Video Music Awards

Sweet Swift won the award for Best Female Video, besting Beyoncé, Lady Gaga, Pink, Kelly Clarkson and Katy Perry.

When Taylor began her acceptance speech West jumped onsatge and pulled the microphone from her hand saying "I'm really happy for you, I'll let you finish, but Beyoncé had one of the best videos of all time."

All had been on a jaw drop and confuse. Taylor left stage with no another word.

Taylor's reaction after the incident:

"I was standing onstage and I was really excited because I had just won an award, and then I was really excited because Kanye West was on the stage," "And then, um, I wasn't so excited anymore after that."

Beyonce winning the best video awards related her first ever best music awards on MTV and invited Taylor to come out and have her moment.

West apologizes:

"I'm sooooo sorry to Taylor Swift and her fans and her mom," West wrote on his all-caps blog. "I spoke to her mother right after, and she said the same thing my mother would've said. She is very talented...I'm sorry to my fans if I let you guys down!!!! I'm sorry to my friends at MTV. I will apologize to Taylor 2mrw."